Wednesday, August 09, 2006

hala! im suddenly bak. d ko lam kung bakit, pero eto ako, nagttype ulit dito. i never thought i'd visit this place, but here i am. hehe. pupusta akong walang babasa nito. pero ok lng, hehe. i'm doing an experiment. gusto ko malaman kung sino ang unang taong makkapansin na may entry ako dito. hehe. ililibre ko siya siguro ng pagkain.

anyway, i'm thinking of having a new blog somewhere na matino. d ko lang alam kung saan. hehe. siguro multiply, o kaya dito sa blogger. pwde rin sa blogdrive. basta maraming choices. bahala na. gs2 ko muna ma-upload pics ko sa net. un lang muna

 

 

Monday, December 19, 2005

pag walang magawa, mag blog. anyway, wala tlg ako magawa ngaun, at medio meron lang akong mga thoughts na nais i share sa inyo. kunwari nalang tlg may nagpupunta pa sa blog kong to.hehehe.. kahit ako e dko na to napupuntahan eh,kau pa kaia.

well eniwei, masaia ang araw n to tlg. as in.. andami nangyri na kakaiba at nakakatuwa rin. pero ngaung gabi, napaicp lang ako. kelan mo ba tlg malalaman (at paano) kung kaibigan mo ba tlg ang isang tao, o wala lang? dba parng anhirap nia tlg sagutin. parang wlang iisang sagot.

kc kanina, habng nagfrfriendster hopping ako, napancn ko ang profile nga isang inaakala kong kaibigan. nag-enumerate cya ng friends nia, at well, wla ang pngalan ko dun. d namn sa dpt andun ako, pero sa tingin ko, dpt nga andun ako. e wala. kaia sorry nalang ako. nagulat lang ako. d ko parin lam pano magrereak at kung paano makikitungo sa kanya ngaung may napancn akong ganun. cyempre dko naman pwde itanong kasi ampngit nun. kaia bahla na. gudlak nalang sa january 2. january 1 ang flight nia..

kaia lng nmn ako reak ng ganto e dhil simula nun pa e kaibigan n ang turing ko sa kanya.. ngunit ngaun, hindi ko tlg malaman kung paano ko haharap sa kanya ganung may d ako magandang nararamdaman. wah sana mawala na to sa thoughts ko, ayokong magalit..

un na sa tingin ko pinakamahalagang dpt ishare ko sa inyo.. d2 nalang muna, maglalagay pako ng xmas lyts. :D

 

 

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Could It Be?

I know we've been friends forever,
But now I think I'm feelin' somethin' totally new.
And after all this time,
I've opened up my eyes,
Now I see,
You were always with me!

Chorus:
Could it be,
You and I,
Never imagined?
Could it be,
Suddenly,
I'm fallin' for you?
(I am falling)
Could it be,
You were right here beside me,
And I never knew?
Could it be,
That it's true,
That it's you?
(Could it be?)
That it's you.

It's kinda funny you were always near,
But who would ever thought that we would end up here?
And everytime I needed you,
You've been there for me through.
And now it's clear,
I've been waiting for you-----!

Chorus:
Could it be,
You and I,
Never imagined?
Could it be,
Suddenly,
I'm fallin' for you?
(I am falling)
Could it be,
You were right here beside me,
And I never knew?
Could it be,
That it's true,
That it's you?
(Could it be?)

Oooooooh, it's you!
'Cause today's the start of the rest of our lives,
I can see it in your eyes-----!
Oh, that it's real,
And it's true,
That it's just me and you!
Could it be?
(Could it be?)
That it's true,
That it's YOU------!

Chorus:
Could it be,
You and I,
Never imagined?
Could it be,
Suddenly,
I'm fallin' for you?
(I am falling)
Could it be,
You were right here beside me,
And I never knew?
Could it be,
That it's true,
That it's you?
(Could it be?)

Oh, yeah!
That it's you!
Could it be,
That it's true,
That it's you?
(Could it be?
That it's true)
That it's you?
(That it's you...)
Oh, it's you-----------!

OPEN YOUR EYES (TO LOVE)

You've been searching the world to find true love
Looking in all the wrong places
When all the time you've been blind to love
It's plain as a nose on your faces

It's here, it's now
Open your eyes and see it
Right here, right now
Open your eyes to love

You've been down on yourself
Thinking something's wrong
Wonder why love's never found you
Don't you know it's been right here all along
If only you look around you

It's here, it's now
Open your eyes and see it
Right here, right now
Open your eyes to love

Love has been right by your side
So close that you couldn't see
If love could speak
He will shout to the sky
I've always been here
I always will be

I'm here, I'm now
Open your eyes and see it
Right here, right now
Open your eyes to love
Open your eyes to love
Open your heart to love

 

 

Saturday, July 02, 2005

FLYING WITHOUT WINGS

Everybody’s looking for a something
One thing that makes it all complete
You’ll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lovers eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You’ll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wings

So impossible as they may seem
You’ve got to fight for every dream
Cos who’s to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well for me it’s waking up beside you
To watch the sun rise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
At any given time or place

It’s little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it’s like flying without wings
Cos you’re my special thing
I’m flying without wings

You re the place my life begins
You’ll be where it ends
I’m flying without wings
And that’s the joy you bring
I’m flying without wings

 

 

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

I'll Never Get Over You Getting Over Me

"I hear you're taking the town again
havin' a good time with all your good time FRIENDS
i don't think that you THINK OF ME
you're on your OWN now, and i'm ALONE AND FREE
i know that i should GET ON with my life
but a life lived without you could NEVER be right

as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
long as the rivers run to the sea
i'll never get over you gettin' over me

i try to SMILE so the HURT WON'T SHOW
tell everybody i was GLAD to see you GO
but the TEARS just won't go away
LONELINESS found me, looks like it's here to STAY

i know that i oughta find SOMEONE NEW
but all i find is myself always THINKIN' OF YOU"

hai grbe, ampngt tlg ng ganitong moments, ung nagiging super senti ako.. dpt masaya ako, kasi aalis ako at makakapagicp ng mabuti sa us..pero wan ko, certain events really make me cry,lyk this.hehe.. angganda nung kanta dba?? may mga taong yaw nito,pero ako gs2 ko kasi bwt word ay angkop saking buhay.

anhirap magmove on..buti sana kung sa isang tao lang eh, kaso ang malala, isang buong grupo.. hai, sobrng fil ko ngaun ay nagsisink ang puso ko sa isng ocean ng pating, hai..

"di n rin nmn ako interested sa mga bgay sa pligid m... sorry tlga kung ganun... ung filing na isa k sa mga kakilala un lng... ewn ko ba... nputol n skin ang attachment sau.. " makk2lg ka ba kng sabhn ka ng ganto ngaun? (12 sumthn nasabi, 1:06 ngaun..) bakt gnto ang buhay no?! kay saklap..hehe..

"ndi n tlga ntin kilala ang isat isa... mhrap man icpin masaya ako ngaun sa mga ksama ko... " i really dont know whats runing in my mind ryt now at nagagawa ko ipost tong mga to dito, wala lang.. gs2 ko lang hingin cgro opinion ninio.. ansaklap ng buhay ko dba?! kung may tatalo sakin, speak up and be heard.hehe..

o well, nakakatawa tlg na cnsabi ko to. bangag lang cgro ako. hehehe.. pero sa totoo lang, mahrap naman tlg mag move on eh,specialy pag kaw ung nawalan..hehe..alam ko na sa paglisan ng ilan ay ang pagdating ng iba,pero kahit na ganun, mahirap parin eh.. nakakaelibs nga ung mga mabilis makalimot, negative pero mabuti narin un, para wala na agad..hehe.. bkt ba gnto kasklap ang buhay? u lose and gain people as if fats lang ang lahat..hehe..

bkt ba kasi hindi pa ko makamove on totally? diko rin naman alam kung ilang percentage s sarili ko ang aus na, at kung ilan ang d pa.hehe. basta ang lam ko lang, the reason kung bakit diko mawari kung bakt minsan galit ako, minsan hindi, ay dahil sa pasan-pasan ko parin lahat ng kasamaang naidulot ng iba sa akin, i just keep on carrying the burden, im not doing anything to lessen the load.hai.. grbe, kaia tlg ako napaka unpredictable sa ganun.wan ko ba.. tpos at the end of the day, narerealyz ko na malambot tlg ako deep inside, a terrible weakness and a nice strength..

kelangan ko ng tulong ngaun,pero no one can seem to help me.pano, ako lang nmn ata nakakaexperience ng gantong dilema.sana masolve ko na, gs2 ko nman pagtuunan ng kaukulang pancn ung mga taong nagmamahal sakin. ung mga taong kusang sumalo skin nung mga panahong nahuhulog ako, ung mga un, cla dpt ung iniicp ko ngaun.. d kung cnumang nakasakit sa kalooban ko.. im not recognizing the efforts of my friends dahil sa kakaicp kung pano malilimutan ung painful at very ugly past..hehe..

i will eagerly wait for the day na kaia ko naring sabihin na "naputol na ung attachment." sobrang hihintayin ko un. pero fil ko naman malapit na un, kasi i wont be seein them in collge, finally.. time for a fresh start,hehe..

i am waiting.. hoping.. praying..

btw,i miss my letran friends.. i miss them so much.. txt me guys..

 

 

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

wahh aalis na kami bukas. 10pm daw flyt namin.hehe. d parin ako ready,hehe. naglakwatsa kasi kami kanina, ansaia..hehehe.. tama tlg eh, maglakwatsa muna bago mag impake ng gamit. andami ko tlg gs2 dalin at bilin para madala dun, pero ala na tlg ako oras. pero bukas ng umaga ay may mga bibilin pa ako.hehe.

hmmm.. kanina, aun, ksm ko c li, mars, jo, papa, rafa at fatsy.. nagliwaliw lang kami basically at naglunch.hehe.. kasi naman, aalis nako.gs2 ko cla makita bago man lang ako umalis. sayang di nksma c dona, lene at kate, hehe.pero aus lang.. hehe.. gagwa narin ako mamaya ng mga bibilan ng pasalubong, not to mention ung mga pabili..hehe.. sabi ng nanay ko kelangan may dolars din ako sa bulsa, and im so happy na magkakadolyares nako.haha.. titipirin ko un para makabili ng maraming shirt.hehhe.un tlg gs2 ko bilin.o kaia ng mga mug na wlng kmatyn.hehe..

ano pa ba?? hatid nio ko bukas, kahit na may mga maghahatd namn na samin..hehe. lalang, gs2 ko lang makkita marming tao na kilala ko bago pmasok sa airport.ehehe.saia un.hehe..
sa ngaun, nagpplantsa ako ng damit, ala pa kasi ako dadalin eh..hehe.pero lahat ng damit na dadalin ko ay ready na,hehe.. dpat matpos ako ngaung gabi sa impake, pra bkas ay d ako mahrapan..hehe..
congratulations nga pala kay jonalyn viray anggaling galing tlg nia..hehehe.. sobra... tlg kaiang pnanood ko pps para sa kanya.hehe.
rafa, nga pala, ung sabi mo sakn knina na d mo nkwn2, txt mo nlng ako pagdting dun.ehhe.. kelangn ko ata marinig yan.hehe..
txt nio nalang ako kung may gs2 kaung pasalubong,hehe..para d narin ako mahirapan mag icp ng pasalubong..hehehe.. un lang,sana din magkita kami nila elain dun pra masaia.hehe.
pagkadtng sa lugar,sbi ay dun nlng m22lg sa isang lugar para masaya, kumpleto..tutal mas mkang cozy nmn dun and evrythin..tpos bglang d nmn din pla tutuparin.. potang labo naman.sakin pa isisi.hehe... ska pwede namn knin dun sa lugar ung dpt knin, andali lang nmn nun. inyo na un kng gs2 ninyo,kaso ala nmng pmnta.. pota..

 

 

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Wahahahai.. aioko na, yan lang tlg ang masasabi ko ngaun..

Sadyang hirap n hirap ako sa nakaraang linggong dumaan..tlg nga nmng nasubukan ang aking katatagan, patience at kung anu2 pa.grbe tlg.. pano ba nmn kc, lahat n ata ng sakit sa mundo ay nakuha ko na mula nung nag outing kmi. Wahai..

Nagsimula ang lahat nung may 3, Tuesday.. normal naman sana ang araw na un para sakin, meron nga lang physical at dental exam sa up. So ayun, nagcng ako nung umaga just to find out n may lagnat ako, 38.8! grbe tlg, cyempre panic ako kasi naman physical exam babagsak ako.. so aun, tulog ulit tpos paggcng ko nung mga umaga n tlg, la nako lagnat.

To summaryz, pagdating ko sa college of dentistry ay nagsimula nanamang tumaas ang aking temperature, at nung makarating nako sa uphs ay diko n tlg kinaya. Nanghingi ako ng gamot at thanks po tlg dun sa nag asikaso sakin. She just saved me from death kasi nhihilo nko tlg nun. Hinintay ko dumating si dad.. btw, nagkalagnat din pla si li, dona at mars.. hahai.. sabay2 pa kami.. ang ending, dko nakuha medical certificate ko, pati c mars.

So aun, lumala pa ung sakit ko kasi ung doctor sa pgh, decolgen ang binigay, nabangag siguro.. eniweiz, nung gbi ay dinala ako sa manila doctors kasi natakot narin mga magulang ko, ang init ko kasi,nag 39plus pa eh.. kaia aun, by 11pm ata, nirelease ako.. sayang di ako niconfine, mas masaya un.hehe..

Tpos for three days ay nilagnat ako tlg.. on and off. Pano ba naman kasi ang up, nakisabay pa sa sakit ko.. lagi ako wala sa bahay at lagi lang nasa up manla..nappagod at nagsasawa na agd ako sa eskwelahan,pero ala magagwa, kelangan eh..hehe.. tpos, nung nagstop lagnat ko, dumating naman ung sipon, na sobrang terrible, na may kasamang pananakit ng lalamunan everytym bgong gcng ako..hahai.. aun, tpos ubo naman na super sakit sa dib2, as in ang sakit..tpos sticky pa ung plema, parang di tunay.hehe.. nagpunta pa nga ko sa bday party ni deane eh,pero di ako naging active videoke-er dis tym..most of the tym ay nakahiga lang ako at ksma c rex..

Aun,nu pa ba..basta,yan lang nmn nangyayari sa buhay ko ngaun,laging nakaratay at nakahiga, tpos may katabing tissue, timpla kalamansi juice, inom mga gamot, tulog.. at for the first tym, aioko nagkakakain..kaia nga fil ko ay pumapayat ako eh, fil ko lng nmn..hehe.. may mga nagssabi kasi na tumatba raw ako lalo..hehe.. bahala na, kahit ano..

Tpos next week, aalis na kmi finally patungong America..makakapagbakasyon na at last..pero ang nakkainis, hindi ako naeexcyt kasi mas iniicp ko ung mga sakit ko kesa ang mag impake at maghanda para sa pag alis..wahai tlg, diko pa mafil. Ksi namn tong sakit ko, d na nwala.. hehe.. ung mga magulang ko, kahit papano ay nakapag impake na, samantlng ako, ni isang brif ala pa nahahnda..tnatmd na nga ko umalis eh..hahai.. d pa ko nakakabili ng cd’s at kung anu2 pang kekelanganin ko dun.. hai.. basta, di ako ready.hehe.

Pagod nako, alang load, di makapagtext,huhu.. pero buti and2 fone ni mom..nahihiya pako magload ksi kakaload ko lang nung Tuesday..ilang days lang sakn..maysakit pako sa lagay na to ha!kaia ung mabbait dyan, pahingi nmn ng load.. ttnawin ko isang malaking utang na loob..

Sna sa pagpunta ko sa us ay makapagicp ako ng ilan pang mga bagay na bumabagabag sa icp ko.hehe.. un lang muna sa ngaun. Byebye!!

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